Everythings going so wrong, why me ?

Honestly, what you went through seems like a pain. That has had to been so hard to deal with. If I were you, talk to a guidance counselor or somebody you trust. Cause, you shouldn't be crying for no reason. That doesn't help and it only makes things worse. I have gone through a lot too recently. 2011 has been a terrible year for me, but I try to stay strong. Try to stay strong, even though I don't really know you, I hate seeing people having issues like this. Hope things get better and good luck.